Chapter 4 - THE POLICE REPORTThe police officer held up a sheet of paper.

âThere's been a complaint.â
I looked at Ryan.
He wouldn't meet my eyes.
âWhat complaint?â
The officer answered.
âYour husband claims you threatened Vanessa.â
My stomach dropped.
âWhen?â
âLast night.â
âThat didn't happen.â
Ryan stepped forward.
âShe told Vanessa she'd hurt her.â
I stared at him.
âYou're lying.â
The officer raised his hand.
âMrs. Miller, please.â
I stopped.
Ryan had been waiting for this.
He wanted me angry.
He wanted me loud.
He wanted witnesses.
I took a breath.
âI have a recording.â
Ryan's face changed.
âA recording of what?â
âEverything from dinner.â
The officer looked at me.
âDo you have it?â
âYes.â
I handed him the device.
He listened.
Thirty seconds.
One minute.
Two.
By the time he finished, his expression had changed.
He looked at Ryan.
âMr. Miller, this recording does not support your complaint.â
Ryan's jaw tightened.
âThere were things before that.â
âDo you have evidence?â
Ryan said nothing.
Vanessa suddenly stepped forward.
âShe has been emotionally unstable for months.â
I turned toward her.
âCareful.â
Julia's warning echoed in my head.
I stopped.
The officer noticed.
âMrs. Miller, I recommend you contact an attorney before making further statements.â
âI already have one.â
âGood.â
He handed me his card.
Then he left.
The moment the door shut, Ryan exploded.
âYou think you won?â
I looked at him.
âNo.â
âThen stop acting smug.â
âI don't feel smug.â
âWhat do you feel?â
âDone.â
I turned toward the stairs.
He followed.
âYou're not taking the kids anywhere.â
I stopped.
âWatch me.â
âThey're my children.â
âAnd mine.â
He stepped closer.
âYou can't just disappear with them.â
âI can if I feel unsafe.â
He laughed.
âYou're paranoid.â
I looked directly at him.
âThen why did you call my doctor?â
Silence.
He hadn't expected that.
âWho told you?â
âAnswer me.â
âIt was nothing.â
âWhy did you ask whether I missed appointments?â
He stared at me.
Then he smiled.
âThat isn't your concern.â
My blood chilled.
âIt becomes my concern when you're trying to use my medical records against me.â
He said nothing.
I walked away.
I packed two suitcases.
One for me.
One for the children.
I had barely zipped the first when Sophie appeared.
âMommy?â
âYes?â
âAre we leaving?â
I looked at her.
âHow did you know?â
âDaddy said we might have to live somewhere else.â
My chest tightened.
âWhen?â
âYesterday.â
Yesterday.
Before the police complaint.
Before Vanessa came upstairs.
Everything was coordinated.
I knelt.
âDid Daddy tell you why?â
Sophie shook her head.
âHe said Mommy has been sick.â
I closed my eyes.
There it was.
The story.
I wasn't merely emotional.
I was sick.
Unstable.
Unfit.
A danger.
I stood.
âLet's go.â
As we walked downstairs, Ryan was waiting.
âYou're making a mistake.â
âNo.â
âYou're going to regret this.â
âProbably not.â
He blocked the door.
âYou are not taking my son.â
Ethan grabbed my hand.
âDaddy is angry.â
I looked at Ryan.
âYou're scaring them.â
He moved aside.
âFine.â
I took the children outside.
At the curb, my phone buzzed.
A message from Julia.
DON'T GO TO YOUR PARENTS' HOUSE.
I stared.
Another message appeared.
RYAN HAS ALREADY BEEN THERE.
My heart pounded.
Then a third message.
AND HE DIDN'T GO ALONE.
I looked at Sophie.
âWhere are we going, Mommy?â
I didn't answer.
Because suddenly, I realized something.
Ryan hadn't just prepared for our divorce.
He had prepared for my disappearance.
And someone else had helped him.
But who?
Then my phone rang.
The anonymous number.
I answered.
The same man's voice whispered:
âDrive to the old church on Mercer Street.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I have proof.â
âWhat proof?â
âProof that Vanessa didn't meet Ryan by accident.â
The line went dead.
I stared at the road ahead.
May you like
Then I turned the car.
And drove toward the church.