Chapter 2 - I didn't sleep.Soldiers learn how to function without sleep.

You learn to rest with one eye open.
You learn to eat while moving.
You learn that exhaustion is a condition, not an excuse.
By 4:30 a.m., I was sitting in my old truck parked two blocks from the house.
The folded note was on the passenger seat.
My laptop was open.
The first thing I did was pull every bank statement from the last four years.
There were hundreds of transactions.
Most were ordinary.
Rent.
Utilities.
Transfers.
Payments to Gwen.
Then I found the pattern.
Every time I transferred money into our joint account, it disappeared within forty-eight hours.
At first, I thought Gwen had been paying bills.
Then I noticed where the money went.
Margaret Hayes.
Paige Hayes.
Private medical providers.
Luxury retailers.
Mortgage payments on properties I didn't recognize.
And one recurring company.
Blackridge Medical Services.
$4,800.
$6,200.
$9,000.
$3,700.
The amounts changed.
The recipient never did.
I copied everything onto a drive.
Then I began checking property records.
My mother owned the house.
That wasn't unusual.
I had purchased it years ago, but when Gwen and I married, I placed the property under my mother's name because my deployment had made paperwork difficult.
I hated myself for remembering that.
I had trusted her.
Then I found three more properties.
A lake house.
A condominium.
A commercial building downtown.
All purchased while I was overseas.
All connected to the family trust.
I leaned back.
My mother had built an empire with my money.
But why?
The sun was beginning to rise when Gwen appeared outside.
She stood on the sidewalk alone.
I got out.
She looked around before approaching.
âYou shouldn't be here.â
âNeither should you.â
She stared at the truck.
âI thought you were asleep.â
âI'm not very good at sleeping anymore.â
She almost smiled.
Almost.
I noticed the bruise near her wrist.
âWhat happened?â
She pulled down her sleeve.
âNothing.â
âGwen.â
âIt doesn't matter.â
âIt matters to me.â
She looked away.
âThey'll hurt you.â
âWho?â
âMy mother?â
She didn't answer.
âPaige?â
Still silence.
âSomeone else?â
Her eyes filled with tears.
âDavid, you don't understand.â
âThen help me understand.â
She looked at me.
âThey told me you were dead.â
My chest tightened.
âWhat?â
âThey said you died two years ago.â
âWho told you?â
âYour mother.â
I stared at her.
Gwen continued.
âShe said you had been killed overseas.â
âBut I called you.â
âI know.â
âNo. I called every month.â
âI never received them.â
My stomach dropped.
âWhat?â
âThey blocked your number.â
I felt my pulse in my throat.
âI sent letters.â
âI never saw them.â
âI sent photographs.â
âI never saw those either.â
The pieces began moving.
My deployment logs showed communications.
Someone had intercepted everything.
Someone had convinced Gwen I was dead while continuing to receive my money.
âWhy didn't you contact the military?â
âI tried.â
âWhat happened?â
âMy mother told me there had been an investigation.â
I stared at her.
âShe said you were classified.â
Gwen wiped her eyes.
âShe told me if I talked to anyone, people would come for me.â
âWhat people?â
âI don't know.â
âYou have to know something.â
She hesitated.
Then she whispered:
âBlackridge.â
My blood turned cold.
âWhat's Blackridge?â
She looked over her shoulder.
âCome with me.â
We walked into a small coffee shop across the street.
The place was nearly empty.
Gwen sat in the corner.
She kept her voice low.
âThree years ago, your mother said I was sick.â
âI know.â
âI wasn't.â
âThen what happened?â
âShe started giving me pills.â
âWhat pills?â
âI don't know.â
âWhy?â
âShe said they would help with anxiety.â
My fists tightened.
âYou were drugged?â
âI think so.â
âThink?â
âI stopped feeling like myself.â
She rubbed her hands together.
âI couldn't sleep unless I took them. I couldn't eat without getting sick. Sometimes I couldn't remember entire days.â
I stared at her.
âWhy didn't you tell me?â
She gave me a broken smile.
âBecause I thought you were dead.â
I couldn't speak.
She continued.
âOne day I found documents in your mother's office.â
âWhat documents?â
âMedical records.â
âFor you?â
âYes.â
âUnder what name?â
She looked at me.
âNot mine.â
I leaned forward.
âWhat name?â
She swallowed.
âEmily Carter.â
The name meant nothing.
Then she reached into her purse.
She pulled out a photograph.
It showed a woman in a hospital bed.
At first I didn't recognize her.
Then I noticed the face.
It was Gwen.
Her hair was short.
Her body was thinner.
And there was a bruise around her neck.
âWhat is this?â
âThey told me it was from a fall.â
âWho?â
âBlackridge.â
I studied the picture.
On the bottom corner was a date.
Three years ago.
And beside it was a signature.
Dr. Adrian Cross.
I knew that name.
I had heard it before.
Not from Gwen.
From military intelligence.
Dr. Cross had been involved in private behavioral research contracts.
Some of those contracts had been investigated.
Then classified.
Then buried.
I looked at Gwen.
âWhy was a private medical company treating you?â
âI don't know.â
âWhy would my mother pay them?â
âI don't know.â
âWhy did she tell you I was dead?â
Gwen lowered her voice.
âBecause she needed me to sign something.â
âWhat?â
âYour estate documents.â
The world seemed to stop.
âWhat estate documents?â
âShe said your death meant your military benefits would be transferred.â
âHow much?â
âI never saw the amount.â
âWhat did you sign?â
âA power of attorney.â
My jaw clenched.
âWhen?â
âTwo years ago.â
âAnd what did they do with it?â
âI don't know.â
My phone vibrated.
A message.
Unknown number.
STOP DIGGING.
I showed Gwen.
Her face drained of color.
Another message appeared.
YOUR WIFE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS WATCHING.
I looked through the coffee shop window.
Across the street, a black SUV was parked.
Engine running.
A man sat behind the wheel.
Watching us.
I stood.
âStay here.â
âDavid?â
I walked toward the door.
The SUV pulled away.
I ran outside.
Too late.
My phone vibrated again.
This time there was an image.
A photograph of me standing outside the house.
Taken ten minutes earlier.
May you like
Underneath it were three words.
WELCOME HOME, SOLDIER.
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